I think I need to disappear for a week on my motorcycle with no destination or deadlines. I feel the need to escape the daily doldrums of boredom and stagnation that is my life. Fed up with the BS and being bored out of my frigging mind. Tired of the bills and b*tch*ng.
I lost my job 2 years ago and life changed in ways I never imagined. I'm tired of people crapping on my family and me. I've put up with BS when I should've said "F*%# off". I went through almost a year and half of unemployment. Damn near lost my house because of little to no cash flow. Still struggling to keep it. I haven't had a vacation in 10 years. Savings - never had any! 401K - gone! Retirement, damn if I'll see it in my lifetime. Almost $20k in medical bills. We can barely afford groceries. I've even had to go to a food pantry.
I'm 48 years old, double mortgaged, have 3 dogs and a Noah's ark load of birds & fish. I'm broke. I'm overweight. I have high blood pressure. What the hell!
Life ain't easy. I've drank more that my share of beer to dull the senses but feel like crap the next day. I miss the good ole days of enjoying a good joint! Three hours of bliss with no hangovers and no worries. Too bad Marijuana isn't legal in Ohio and can be prescribed for depression. LOL!
Oh well!
Yep! I think a road trip is in order. Pack the duffel bag. Fill the mp3 player with some jams. Fill up the bike and head for the open road for a week. Yep. Sounds good to me. I can dream can't I!
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